This just doesn’t seem to be my year for big writing projects. Oh well. Maybe there’s a reason. I capped out on NaNo at about 28,000 words this year. I started over because I thought my story was the worst thing ever written. I didn’t believe the NaNo book and started all over. Bad mistake. Reading back over the story, it was really good. I”m going to try and finish them this December. My current track record says it won’t happen, but I’m not gonna put myself under pressure for a while. Maybe I need a little break?
NaNo Failure
December 16th, 2009 by LaylianNaNoWriMo – Day 4
November 4th, 2009 by LaylianIt’s the start of a new day for my NaNovel (NaNo Novel). I’ve been feeling really put out about it. I don’t remember last year being so hard! I don’t remember stressing out and feeling like my writing was complete drivel. But I guess I did, according to my friends and family. Knowing that, I feel beter somehow. Like a lot of weight has been lifted from my heart.
Elezar and Snefru are turning out fine as characters. I think I need to give them more room to just run with things though. There is still something that doesn’t feel right about them yet. It might be because I’m trying a third person limited viewpoint. I really like getting into the head sof everyone whenever I feel like it, but this NaNovel is going to be 3rd limited, even if it kills me. (If it does get close to killing me, I’m going to go omniscient and work things out later, so no worries!)
The plot is turning out relitively okay. It had a shaky start at first, but I think I’m getting back into the swing of things. I think I’ll just let the characters do whatever they want. They know what I want, but do they listen? Of course not. Then again, that’s only fair, it’s their story after all. Things tend to turn out better if I just follow them where they want to go, rather than forcing them to do things my way (like the ill-written car trip in my NaNovel).
I’ll try to update this at least every few days. I’d like to have a chronicle of my current NaNo, even if no one else reads it.
Thanks to anyone who did look~
Nine Days!
October 22nd, 2009 by LaylianThat’s right! Only nine days until this year’s NaNoWriMo! If you don’t know what that is, look it up! It’s a blast. This will be my second year. I’m doing things a little differently this time around.
First off, I’m going to use an outline. A brief, probably unfinished outline. I’m just going for some better planned plot elements this time around. I mean, jumping head first into the whole thing last year was great, but I’m all for new experiences! And planning a novel will be one of them, haha. I never know the right ending until I’ve been writing for a bit, so the last half of my outline might be a bit more sketch like than my first. Still, I’m going to try and get some scripted events down on paper.
Secondly, my Main Character this time around is a major pain! I say this all the time in real life, so it feels a bit repetitive putting it here, but NaNo is all about forging ahead in the face of uncertainty! So that’s what I’ll do here as well. He started off as a detective, morphed into an FBI agent, then admitted he was part of a secret organization funded by the government. And he’s best friends with a character form a completely different story. Who knew? Well, an interesting MC should keep the story moving ahead. I shudder to think what he’ll do to my little outline though. Maybe it’s not even worth trying?
Who’s on third? I still have a lot of preparation to do. Still, NaNo is one of those things you just have to go with. I’m not stressed at all about it yet.
And that’s all I can think of!
Enjoy~
NaNoWriMo 2009
October 6th, 2009 by LaylianI found my ‘No Plot? No Problem!’ book! Rather Mom found it. Go mom! With this book, henceforth the NaNoBook, I feel empowered and ready for NaNo Preparation! Except I have vowed to not seriously start planning until the last week of October. Maybe the last week and a half. I wonder…
Also, as that last year 2000 words a day left me with 55,000 a week or so earlier than the end of November, I wonder if I should try for more? Like 60,000 or something? That would be… well, still 2000 a day, but I wouldn’t be able to let up until the end, unlike last year. That might be a little more challenging. 60,000 or 65,000? 65,000 would be pushing it… That feels like a lot to me. That’s 2242 words a night for 29 days straight. And even if I fall short, I can still win. I just might not be finished. Hm. Maybe I’ll try that. What do you guys think? 65,000 words in a month. Or 63,800 words in one month if I do 2,200 words a night. 63,800 might be a fun number to finish on.
And is it really planning if something just jumps out at you? I said no planning, but is it my fault if, when I write something while listening to a certain song, one of my characters jumps out and says, "Me! Pick me! I have a story for you!" Not my fault, right? They did it. Right! I was not actively involved in the NaNo planning, so therefore, it’s not planning! I’m still not sure if I’ll do it, but I wrote a letter to that character asking if they were really interested. He said yes, so I told him that it was only an option at this point and that I may do something else. He’s fine with that. So we’ll see. The NaNoBook will decide the fact of my story plots. I guess it’s time to go back through my notes and everything too, huh?
Oh! Mom is gonna do NaNo this year too! It’s so cute, she’s all signed up on the website and everything! It’ll be ncie to NaNo alongside more people I know. She’s been having a bad time recently. I reminded her that NaNo was coming up and she said she’d consider it. After a little wheeling and dealing for the NaNo, she agreed to do it. She wanted to do it a few months ago too. I think it’ll be a good stress relief for her. I hope she enjoys it. She’s gonna find a cheap portable typing thingie and write at work and such. She’s even ordering her very own NaNoBook. It’ll be interesting to see what she does.
Also, for those actually reading this, I did get accepted into the Creative Writing program! Yay! We had our first meeting today, which went well. I got to meet a few of the other certificate program students. They all seem really accomplished, so it’s a bit intimidating, but I’m gonna do my best! They’re nice. I’ll try not to be scared, haha.
I’m also signed up for another class in addition to my Intro to Fiction course. It’s a one on one with a professor from the Creative Writing department. It’s really an interesting thing! And by interesting, I mean fun! He’s a great guy, really great to talk to, and I think it’ll help with my writing. He’s loaned me a couple of books to help with my understanding of PoV and such things. I’m working on reading those now. This week, we might get a couple of short stories printed and read those. It’s a great little class. I’m looking forward to the whole semester of it.
And that’s it for now!
Good night!
New School Semester
August 25th, 2009 by LaylianHello again!
A new school semester has started for me, full of exciting writing prospects. First of which: I finally got off my lazy backside and applied to the Creative Writing Certificate Program. I’m waiting for a reply on whether or not they accepted my application. It’s scary, opening up yourself to someone else like that! Writing seems so personal sometimes! And when you set it out there, for all the world to see, it’s like tearing open your soul. You don’t want anyone to reject it. To think it bad. But still, someone has to like it, right?
Secondly, I’m in a Introduction to Fiction class at school this year, so I can learn some new stuff! Hopefully even write some new stories. That would be nice. I feel like if I start something, I won’t be able to get it done. I need to impose another deadline on myself, I guess. I miss NaNo.
And third, I met some more writers who share hobbies with me! We decided to stat a community online to share and critique each other’s stories. How neat is that? A writing community with people you can actually relate to about something other than writing. Sounds tasty to me.
And I’ve discovered romance novels. And I like them. Though they’re more like fiction books with some bed scenes thrown in. Is that all a romance novel is? Maybe I’ve eliminated an entire section out of hand?
That’s all for now! See ya~
EDIT: I got accepted into the writing program ^_^ Yay for me!
SocNoc Failure
July 19th, 2009 by LaylianWell, the Southern Cross Novel Challenge did not work out for me this year, haha. I got 11,660 words in before losing my drive.
I do know what went wrong though. Before starting a story, knowing your PoV is really important. I mean, I knew which one to write it in and that worked well, but my perspective character was wrong. Very wrong. As much as I love Isamael, he can’t be my main character this time around. He doesn’t care enough about the issues in the story. I found that instead of him, it was the girl causing me the most trouble, Nari, who was really moving things along. It’s her story, not Isam’s. So I suppose it was a good thing I didn’t get very far in. I need to do some major rewriting.
I haven’t written anything since then. I need to edit some older stories for a portfolio and apply to a writing program at my college. Here’s to courage! Wish me luck, my invisible friends!
Which One?
June 10th, 2009 by LaylianI’m stuck trying to decide which story to write. I have two (viable) options. Theoretically, there are a myriad of things I could write, but I’ve narrowed it down to these two.
The first is a sequel to the novel I wrote in November. I’ve resigned myself to the fact that this previous novel will not be perfect anytime soon. That said, I really miss my characters and would like to see how the story turns out.
Story Two places us in a fantasy world, beset by social upset and a war by two goddesses for domination of the sky. My main character would be a man, transformed to look like the enemy, trying to do something about it? No, he just wants to end the Shadow Goddess to help end the needless suffering of the land. He’s hurt by events in his life, but rather than sit around and mope about it, he’s gonna go do something about it. He’s going to use his rage and pain constructively. Channel it. He’s a bit more driven that I thought, but to be the main character, he’s going to have to be. And I do want him to be the main character. I like the other guys, but he is my favorite. So shouldn’t I focus on him?
Also, when listening to another friend today, I got some great insight into my MC’s motivation. He’s had a brush with death, so he’s not gonna just sit back and let life pass by. He’s going to be active and want to achieve things. I had to get that down somewhere so I wouldn’t forget it later.
I think I’ve mostly talked myself into the new one. Talking with a close friend of mine revealed we both felt the same way about our novels! Hard to connect to, feels hollow. We think it is because we don’t really understand the story yet. The last time we wrote a novel, there was something that ahppened, that we knew we had to do. Once we did it, or accepted doing it, we liked the books a lot better. So that’s what I need to find. I feel better now, like maybe there is nothing wrong with my story after all! A big weight has been lifted off my shoulders! I’m going to write a new one! A fantasy one! I’m gonna do it!
-Laylian
A Purpose!
June 9th, 2009 by LaylianThis will be my writing blog. There! I’ve decided it. Anything I need to rant about concerning my writing will go here. And possibly in my other journal as well. This journal will be a small step to helping my manage my novel writing endeavors and such! Feel free to follow along if you’d like. Maybe I’ll say something enlightening.
A New Blog!
May 8th, 2009 by LaylianThat’s right, I starting up another one! Why I need two blogs is beyond me, but hey, this one is on MY website. That means something.
And it counts words. Ooo, look at the pretty. Anyway, this will mostly be for BJD related updates, unless I start another website on angelchronicles.net, so please enjoy!
-Laylian